Came across this promotional pic online today…

For those not in the know, I was the bassist for Moren Tea Estate. And this was the last gig that we had together. Many things have happened (which I will not go into) after this very gig which ironically, was our first and last overseas gig. Yes, it wasn’t pretty nor was it good. Friendships were destroyed beyond repair for some, and it kinda marked the end of my gigging “career” in the local music scene. But somehow it started yet another “career” of mine as kinda immediately after this whole episode, I started playing for church more and more and more and.. ya.. till where I am now.
If you asked me, did I wish that the whole saga never happened? Of course. The 2 over years gigging every other week was really one of the most unforgettable periods of my life. I’ve gained much experience in playing in a band and stage experience also. And of course it’s pretty much a crazy bunch of guys who would hang out together and making stupid songs and all. But all in all, if things never happened the way it did, I may not be where I am now. Do I miss gigging, sure. Do I miss jumping around like a mad monkey while entertaining crowds? Sure. (For the record, we were really pretty good with rather huge crowds sometimes.) But would I exchange what I have now to go back to gigging? No. Not ever. Never.
What I have now, which is playing for church service week in and week out, is my life now. It’s a fulfillment of what God has placed in my heart some 9 years ago back in the old Hollywood theatre where I would sit with a few friends on the steps of the entrance after service on Saturday to strum my guitar and learn stuff together. It’s a fulfillment of a dream from above. Yeah sure, I’m probably not gonna find as much fame as gigging outside but who cares? It’s never about the fame and for sure there’s no money in this. But there is only one person I aim to please each time I play and that is God.
I guess it’s a pretty amazing journey from the day I first started learning guitar in 1998 till where I am now. Price paid? A lot. Time and money were sacrificed. Even fellowships and enjoyments with friends were put aside. For what? No, I’m not a goal or task oriented person. Relationships are still a top priority for me. But it’s just a price that I have to pay to follow my calling.
It will be 3 years since this gig come June this year. How time flies… would I go through all these things again? Sure I would…it’s all these tough times that make me value every opportunity to serve more.